Anyway, the saddest part, is now, when i looked at my lil nephew and niece. One is about 5 years old, another is just 1 years old. Life without their mother. I went to my grandma's house last saturday. I saw my niece (1 years old), she was super cute! 1 year I have not seen her or played with her. That day, I totally was into her... played with her.. hugged her, carry her... she was so happy. at 4.30pm I had to leave my grandma's house for church youth Christmas practice. I just said, " I need to go......". This lil girl, heard and came to me with her toy box asking me to carry her. She then pointed to the gate and ask me to go now with her. She did not want to let me go and started crying.....crying....until my aunt and I had to fake something out. My aunt went to my car with me, I asked my aunt to carry her so I can get in the car, then, I drove off.. Through my rear mirror, she was just looking at my car, wondering what the heck happened.
I came back to my grandma's place with James at 6.30pm. My mom ran out and ask me to come in quickly because Callie was crying since I left. She slept for a while after tired of crying and when she woke up, she cried again because I was not there. I quickly carried her and hold her tightly, she then cried with much sorrow on my shoulder. After less than one minute, she started smilling....We went makan together and I love her!
All of us wonder why she was so closed to me that day and they never seen her like this before. I guess, her mum was just about my age, I was wearing my specs like her mum and my hair, maybe similar with her mum. Callie, really misses her mom. Now, I miss my niece. I want to see her again.