My niece

My cousin's wife just passed away about 1 month ago. She was younger than me. 23 years old. She has 2 kids. Life is so short that you never knw maybe you might be dead or whatever you wanna call it. I was so so so freaking shocked when I heard about the news that day. It was unbelievable that she was gone! just like that. Her heart was weak ever since her second baby was born. One sunday she felt uneasy, was sent to University Hospital. the MO gave her an injection and few hours later, her hard beat was extremely high and don't know what happen, perhaps the liquid/medicine they gave was not right! then, she stop breathing. Haih... I really dont know exactly what happened, this was what my parents, aunties explained to me that day. The MO said, this medicine has been always injected to heart patients like her, but I think, her body can't take it, the amount/ml might not be right...

Anyway, the saddest part, is now, when i looked at my lil nephew and niece. One is about 5 years old, another is just 1 years old. Life without their mother. I went to my grandma's house last saturday. I saw my niece (1 years old), she was super cute! 1 year I have not seen her or played with her. That day, I totally was into her... played with her.. hugged her, carry her... she was so happy. at 4.30pm I had to leave my grandma's house for church youth Christmas practice. I just said, " I need to go......". This lil girl, heard and came to me with her toy box asking me to carry her. She then pointed to the gate and ask me to go now with her. She did not want to let me go and started crying.....crying....until my aunt and I had to fake something out. My aunt went to my car with me, I asked my aunt to carry her so I can get in the car, then, I drove off.. Through my rear mirror, she was just looking at my car, wondering what the heck happened.

I came back to my grandma's place with James at 6.30pm. My mom ran out and ask me to come in quickly because Callie was crying since I left. She slept for a while after tired of crying and when she woke up, she cried again because I was not there. I quickly carried her and hold her tightly, she then cried with much sorrow on my shoulder. After less than one minute, she started smilling....We went makan together and I love her!

All of us wonder why she was so closed to me that day and they never seen her like this before. I guess, her mum was just about my age, I was wearing my specs like her mum and my hair, maybe similar with her mum. Callie, really misses her mom. Now, I miss my niece. I want to see her again.

Things from France

MY FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE FROM FRANCE!

p/s: Chris, buy for me a lot a lot a lot, when you come back here okay!

My bakings and cookings... Yumm...

It tasted good! The recipe....

Bakings

Debbs' wonder raisin cupcakes!

Basic Ingredient
1 butter
3/4 full bowl of sugar
3 eggs
2 bowls flour (not full but each 3/4)
1 orange
1 bowl of raisins

p/s: if you using normal flour, add in very little raising powder (secubit)
if using baking flour, no need tye powder.
You must stir them in the right way like how you bake a cake.

Debbs' royal choco cupcake.

Using the same ingredients but add cooking chocolate and stir

all together. You can add tiny chocolate buttons in it to add more

rich flavour of chocolate.

Debb's Cincai Cupcakes

Basic ingredient used. all of these not decorated properly

but it tasted good. LOL.

temperature: 180 C

duration: about 15-20 minutes

These are before putting in the oven

Debbs' tiny cornflakes cupcakes

This tiny ones with cornflakes...just used the same basic ingredients but decorate

them with cornflakes. This one, not so nice la..the cornflakes will not taste good

when the air gets in it. No taste: so add sugar on it, when you put them in the oven

the sugar will melt and gives you sweet corn taste.

This was before entering into the oven. Once it is done, the mixed chocolate

will raise nicely by itself into beautiful cupcakes though now it looks weird.


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Cookings

Beans and egg

1 tin of beans (you can get them at any supermaket or food stores)

2/3 eggs

1/4 water

First, fry those eggs and make it into small pieces.

Then, pour the beans on the cooking wok (kuali), medium fire, wait till you can see it boils

Add some water if, you want more "cap"/"kuah" in it. Wait till it boils and can be serve.

Debbs' slim vegetable with prawns

Amount of long beans, it up to how many people you are cooking for.

Buy the tiny version not the fat long beans. Peel the sides, clean them and

cut them into smaller pieces like the above. Peel the prawns too.

First, heat the oil. Not too oily. Once the oil a little hot, add in garlic (cut them

smaller). Once there is smell or "aroma" of garlic, add in the long beans.

Small fire, and wait till about 5 minutes or less for it to cook. Then, add in the prawns.

Once the prawns turn orangy, add a little bit of salt around it, and soya sauce. try the

vegetable and see whether you need to add more salt ot soya sauce.

Don't keep it too long, if not the vegetable may become black. Once done, you can serve.

Debbs' Black Pepper Chicken and Prawn with chilli

Add oil. then add garlic ( you can add onions too), then fry the chicken, once done,

add the prawns. When it is cooked, add black sauce (depends on how black you want it to be)

Add 1 teaspoon of soya sauce, a pinch of salt, black pepper, and chili. Fry them all. Once

you taste it, and it is good to go.

Its forgotten!

I actually forgot that I have a blog... What the...

What happen to my blog.. haha..nevermind.. exams coming means exams going to be over soon. Can't wait. Wanna go for a break.. vacation! Hey anyone got any plans, pls tell me.. I might wanna go there too. hahaa.. Just wanna get my head not to think so much!

Phew. Parents coming back from France soon.. means arriving tomorrow.Hehe. Say goodbye debbie who cooks, who cleans, who wash, who dadadada... Mummy is coming home! haha. Daddy is too. Man.. I m such a spoil brat! How old m I again? well, whatever... hehe

I gotta buy a lappy (laptop) by this week! I need for my finals next two weeks. Crap I don't know whats good.

"I wanna do so much..but when is the right time? Haizz..
Hope it is soon.."(only I knw what it means) shhh

Gotta go makan dinner now. (date: 19 oct time: 9.50pm) fetching james back from tuition and gonna go for hokkien cha! and ying yong! and ice ice drinks... thirsty!!!

Bye peeps...

James BDAY!

James bday!!! more pictures, but these are the selected ones.. malas wanna wait for it to upload.

Subang parade Sushi king! for lunch!

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My days at home...

I'm into baking and cooking and decorating my food! hehe.. These were my recipes and product of my "creative" hands! Well, I did and cook and bake it all by myself! Wanting to impress myself, family and jegan.. haha.. they were impressed!!!! hehe




Jegan came to my house, I made him lunch! and this dessert! yummy!



egg with chicken in it!

Prawns for huney!

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I saw Jamie Oliver's cooking episodes on AFC, he made it so simple
to bake a chocolate cake. The next day, I persuaded my mom to let me

bake this cake! Anyway, I made chocolate raisin butter cake...something like

that. It turns out, great!!!! My dad, and jegan's dad puji me. hahaha

This was how it looks like before the topping added on...

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I did these two dishes for my family for dinner! haha

Spicy prawns with pepper!

Cabbage (my mom's recipe)


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My own maggie mee goreng! (this one, lack of water) a bit too dry.

but by the look at it, this mee looks good! LOL

* YUMMY?

What I have to say.

It's sad to feel that my family is small in quantity now. Maybe that's why blog sound emo, and i realised since my sis fly off to France, I have nothing much to write here. LOL.

To Jason and Chirstine!!!!! Why you guys so far away??! haha.. but I am used to it now. At first, tried not to think about them too much but they are like my closest bro and sis. We always go around trio. Now, James and myself, duo! =) Elder bro, not always at home but he's cool. LOL.

What have I not update here...

1) I am officially 24. But not old enough to get married. I just wonder how anyone can get a kid at this age. My friends, some have or had. Whatever.

Hows my bday? It was the most relaxing and nice for me. Not like WOW GREAT! I always have birthday parties in my house on my bday and this time, I though of having barbeque night will just a small crowd at my place (not like those days). Ended up, arguing with mom. Thought for a lil while, I'm so spoilt! Always wanted to do this do that, on my bday. So I decided, NO parties, just spending time with my loved ones! On 29th Saturday, I went out with my bf. He's the sweetest though he bullies me a lot nowadays. But its fun. During the night, my close friends since high school were so sweeeet too, they celebrated my bday countdown till about 1 a.m. at the Cave PJ. I haven't been there until that night. The Cave, quite a romantic place for couples. but there are 7 of us. Making so much noises. It was nice to have the closest friends with me on my bday. On the 30th, my family time. Also, bf again. LOL. Even my bro in sdyney and sis in france gave me presents, so awesome huh.

2) When I see people, they'll ask me, How's class? Answer, its not as fun, mostly boring. One of my lecturer, he's from Jordan. he speaks so soft and at times, I cant hear him when he asked me questions. He have a 'slang' that is hard to understand. He spells English words as if it was interpreted exactly from his own native language. One thing good was he's nice and sweet. My other classes, okay-okay... larrrr...

3) I have been spending time with my ex-school friends and I really miss school times. Dang! i am getting old.

4) Planning to go for a fun vacation end of this year! Gonna take a look in MATTA fair this weekend to see what I can get from there.

5) I aimed to finish my Masters in one and the half year. Wonder should I continue PHD after that? Its a long way more, PHD pending.

6) After Masters, I need to work on something to do with PR! I so bored with education now. Entertainment industry will be funnnerr.

7) I got to lose some weight. I kept losing weight and gaining back, its that cycle repeats by itself. It's annoying.

8) I definitely will fly to Sdyney and France!

9) I am waiting for ride on any super bike.

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*wondering should I put up pictures? Nah... guys, log on to Facebook and see from there aite. Anything miss out there then I'll post it here.